this is TAWNY

hellotawny @ 2007-08-17T19:21:00

2007-08-18T02:24:32Z

Once again, it's been like forever since I had an update. I blog on MySpace all the time so if anyone cared they'd read that.

But Vince graduated Boot Camp. And he did AWESOME. And he's in Great Lakes, IL for a week or so until he leaves for NAS Oceana, which is in Virginia Beach, VA. He's excited because he was thinking he wanted to be based in Virginia! So that's cool.. He's looking to buy a laptop which would be fucking SWEET because he doesn't have a computer right now. Also, his dad is getting him a cellphone so he'll have a phone too and won't have to use payphones and calling cards, lol.

I haven't been up to much. Just got back from Burger King which has basically been my food staple the past week or so. LOL. I haven't gained any weight from it though, so I'm happy. : ]

Nothing else much I can think of. Read my MySpace.

-Tawny

hellotawny @ 2007-06-23T08:45:00

2007-06-23T15:48:07Z

OKAY. So. I haven't updated in months. What's new?

[1] Vince finished his car and left for Basic Training. He left on the 14th.
[2] I moved to Fairfield but I'm kinda bopping around. I'm hardly ever there and I like visiting people so somebody call me!! (Road Trip anyone?)
[3] I adopted a couple more cats. LOL. Emma & Sophie are SO CUTE.
[4] I got my dad's truck.. It's a 1986 Toyota pickup, and I still need to work on some things a little bit when I get more money, so I'm still driving the Golf. Which I ALSO need to work on, LMFAO.
[5] I'm scheduled to leave on December 4th, for Avionics in the Navy, but I'm still not sure if I want to go.
[6] I gained weight. [i went from 127 to 147 in about four/five months]
[7] I lost weight. [i'm now back down to 135, which is probably where i'll stay]

And I think that's it. My life is pretty lame.

-TAWNY

hellotawny @ 2007-02-09T13:22:00

2007-02-09T21:25:12Z

Here are some really old pictures of me and some friends. :]

OVEN MITT WARS!!! Me, Sharon, and Danielle. "We're going to a hookilau, a hooki hooki lau!"

Aaw, Sharon!! I miss you! I know, I'm such an ugly kid.. :\\

Lorna, you look cold!! :]] This picture is so freakin old!!!

My favorite old picture of me, from Halloween a few years ago.

what do you all think? :]

hellotawny @ 2007-01-15T17:45:00

2007-01-16T01:47:23Z

okay. i just wrote for a half hour and lost it all.

thanks, faggot computer.

basically this is what i typed about:

1] navy changes
2] new kitten
3] i hate people
4] i moved (AGAAIN!)
5] new wedding plans
6] i'm sick.

end of post. grr.

hellotawny @ 2007-01-02T07:57:00

2007-01-02T16:03:15Z

weddingggg.

it's in 261 days.

or eight months, however you look at it.

and i'm really excited, but i'm also worried that i might not be out of bootcamp early enough. and i might have to reschedule. :\\\

anyways. vince keeps changing my top four on my myspace because he doesn't like that Tyler Bishop is in it.

so i logged on to find him, his mom, steve, and desiree on my top four. you know who was there before? him and steve.

so i bumped vince and josie and dezzy off. and i'm left with tyler, steve, sean, and rachel.

hah. and i changed my password. teach that nigga not to mess with my myspace. whutt! :]]]

hellotawny @ 2006-12-22T08:56:00

2006-12-22T16:59:18Z

i want a breakfast sandwich from starbucks.

i'm so hungry. and i'm pissed. vince needs to leave here in less than an hour and he's still sleeping.

retard.

>:|

hellotawny @ 2006-12-17T07:16:00

2006-12-20T15:22:19Z

okayyy so i joined the navy.

i am going to be MP - military police.

i ship out on june 25th 2007

vince might change his ship date so we can ship together, and i really hope he does.

because as soon as he gets back from his a school i would be shipping for boot camp. and that would suck.

but most likely we'll both be stationed at the same place.

ps: my enlistment bonus is higher than his and my salary is probably more. ;]]]

- d.e.p recruit wetzel

hellotawny @ 2006-12-15T18:25:00

2006-12-16T02:26:02Z

i just joined the navy.

i go to my m.e.p.s on monday/tuesday.

:]

hellotawny @ 2006-12-11T14:15:00

2006-12-11T22:15:19Z

V took these pictures one day while he was waiting in the car while i was working. <3

Hehe.. Timber, my love.

v told timber a joke. timber obviously thought it was lame. ;]

i was a hawaiian in a past life.

just kiddinggg. this is beatrice, our little hula girl.

vince taking pictures of himself. what a model! ;]

...

i think i look gay. but vince seemed to like this picture of me. whateverrr.

hellotawny @ 2006-12-11T13:52:00

2006-12-11T21:52:42Z

so me and vince got in a huge fight last night.

i mean, huge. i don't think we've ever fought that bad.

i said a lot of things, and so did he. i did a lot of things that i regret.

i made him cry.

he made me cry.

but, the turning point was when i was sitting on my bed, yelling at him, while he was sobbing on the couch.

my heart broke. i never wanted to hurt him. and he was hurt, bad. he was on the couch, curled up with his head in his hands, sobbing hard. he told me he didn't want to lose me. i never said we were breaking up! he told me how scared he was that i would leave, but i would never EVER leave him. we love each other SO MUCH. and i think that last night changed us, because i don't think we'll ever fight that bad again.

and for the first time in my life, i admitted i was wrong. i looked at it from his point of view. and now i understand.

<3

hellotawny @ 2006-12-10T19:19:00

2006-12-11T03:19:25Z

hmm..

it seems like me and vince are constantly fighting.

it's so stressful.

i love him so much and i hate fighting with him, but sometimes he can be so stupid. >:| like, how he stays home all day and SLEEPS while i work and make money. and how i'll ask him to just PLEASE take me to dinner so he does but he complains the whole time, like "ugh the wait is hella long" and "%$@#%^$#@ this is expensive!!" hullooo. who fucking pays the bills every month?? ME! goddamn. and how if the dog shits or vomits in the house, he leaves it there for me to clean up after i get off of an 8 hour shift at work. grr.

and his mom is coming over for dinner tomorrow and the house isn't even CLOSE to being clean, and where is he? at his dad's house. SLEEPING. wtf. and i'm here, and he expects me to clean it. hullo, i worked today. and i have work tomorrow until like two and his mom is coming over at four. when exactly am i supposed to clean the house and make dinner? oh, in those two hours between two and four. when i'm also supposed to take a shower and get ready.

fuck fuck fuck. he has no responsibility at all. and the navy is going to EAT HIM ALIVE. he's going to drop out of the navy, i just KNOW he is. and then what will i do? grr.

hellotawny @ 2006-12-09T17:05:00

2006-12-10T01:05:40Z

i just pranced outside in my front yard completely naked with vince.

how fucking AMAZING that was. it's pouring rain, and i was naked. and vince was in his boxers. i feel rebellious.

hellotawny @ 2006-12-09T16:28:00

2006-12-10T00:28:32Z

hi.

so. what's been new?

i finally got some money, fucking wells fargo literally sucked about $600 from me. with all that money, i could have bought some cool shit at target. :D

i'm reading at first sight by nicholas sparks. it's great. it's the sequel of true believer. and i absolutely LOVE nicholas sparks. i've got almost all his books. let's see..

[x]the notebook
[x]the wedding (the notebook sequel)
[x]message in a bottle
[x]a walk to remember
[x]nights in rodanthe
[x]the guardian
[x]true believer
[x]at first sight (true believer sequel)

i only need like four or five more. i think. :]

anyone want to borrow anything, just ask.

so, christmas is coming up. and i feel kindof bad because i'm not getting anyone ANYTHING. so far, at least. i did get vincent's mom something though, just because she's great and i don't know what i'd do without her. :] but if someone gets me something, i definately will get them something back. ;]

click for my wishlist. :]

hellotawny @ 2006-12-04T07:44:00

2006-12-04T15:44:11Z

k, so. today i'm going to go to longs with vince. we thought we were going to jog, but we're too lazy so we decided to walk instead. it's so cold outside. brrr.

wells fargo are a bunch of dick-faced retards. i keep depositing more money, paycheck after paycheck, and they keep taking my money with all these FEES. fucking idiots!! how the fuck to they expect me to get my account balance to $0 if they keep taking ALL MY FUCKING MONEY. i'm getting on the phone TODAY and getting fucking PISSED. >:|

hellotawny @ 2006-12-03T17:35:00

2006-12-04T01:35:04Z

VINCENT'S HOME.

yaaay! aaah, i missed him so much. <3

hellotawny @ 2006-12-03T16:11:00

2006-12-04T00:11:07Z

okay, so the baby shower was great.

on my way there (i was in the lakes) i saw kendal and she was TOTALLY lost, rofl. stupid. anyways. we got there and it was just me & kendal, and zandy of course since it was at her house. ;]

eventually everyone was there. it was ke'ala and amy (of course, since it was their shower) and leina (manager), maddie (former employee), julie (employee), julie (loyal customer!), rhiannon, kendal, ro, tina, scottie (the only boy) and of course me. anyone else? i don't know. and zandy's daughter miranda (who's like, two and crazy cute!) and amy's daughter anastasia (tay-tay) and ariel (the most GORGEOUS girls ever) and tina's daughter.

it was cool. lots of good food and cake and yummm.

i'm supposed to go to concord to see meli but i have NO gas. vince gets home today, he's almost home now so i need to drive to antioch to go get him. he's going to shit his pants when he sees how messy the car is. :\\\

i guess i will go clean the car out now. :] later everyone. <3

hellotawny @ 2006-12-03T11:21:00

2006-12-03T19:21:31Z

okayyy. so i worked this morning at 6.

now i have to go to keala and amy's baby shower in discovery bay. i really dont want to because im tired and i want to go to concord to see my bff melissa, but i'm going because it's kindof a work thing since everyone from work will be there. blargh.

timber's with me. and i got a karaoke machine. anyone wanna come over for karaoke and hors de vours? or however you spell that. :]

hellotawny @ 2006-12-02T15:13:00

2006-12-02T23:13:43Z

and so my little brother is at my house this weekend and he's watching "the exorcism of emily rose" while i just be lazy. i really REALLY need to clean the house. i finally did the dishes (okay, well, most of them) and so i think when i get home from work tomorrow, or maybe later today, i'll clean the bathroom and then my bedroom area. and finally maybe get to the laundry and the living room before vince gets home. :D

then, i need to go grocery shopping and i REALLY need a cellphone. i think i threw my old one away. but all i know is i lost it. grr, and i have a really awful tootache.

hellotawny @ 2006-12-02T14:30:00

2006-12-02T22:30:47Z

new journal.

and no, it's not friends only.

i don't understand that lately.

everyone's trying to hide something. why? why can't you just say it? i think it's lame, whatever you're hiding will come out anyways.